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ego 01:19
apathy 03:39
the me inside of you always empty figure the you inside of me always passive figure a future that could have been maybe it is only the memory that is beautiful disappointment is for self destruction move the love that cannot tame me often what use is affection without devotion a beautiful sky, it’s high up above us a drowning fear, it’s hidden below flowers of death & blackened abuse hold my head, you caress the noose i feel you rot, just like a slave in fucking love - till i am free the apologetic with a carved smile your pain is so infinite & passive tastes like chocolate - can’t bear it often birth is not life death is not choice i hope you will judge me for living
bruise 02:24
there is no high like this there are no sins like this there can be no more mistakes like this there is no way to calm this skin this cuts to the deepest tip this soaks up cold feelings that cannot mend i empty what’s left into a canvas of shallow waters soft cadavers of the finest touch this time everything slips away like valued shards of glass i watch you like in my dreams all around us are dragonflies in the winter a sweet rain it soaks up our ways turning on ecstatic ways that wear like an old mask things that are hidden which wont be forgiven blood, sins & lies


i hope you forgive me for living


released May 27, 2016

All Guitar/Piano/Vocals:
Meishi Smile

Brian Vu (

Mixed & Mastered:
Warren HIldebrand (


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