1. |
Passion
01:43
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2. |
Hate Floods Slow
02:58
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there is no god in your loneliness
there is no pain in your forgiveness
when the roses bloom in mid-june
will they prosper and decay all life?
no more death
filled with long days
no more ego
filled with love
no drugs to
kill you softly
no more numbness
(drown you slow)
you and i, always
endlessly playing
in a ballet of masochism
apple seeds of virginity
have begun to lose its taste
the truth of apathy is sewn
no more blood
filled with blind hate
no more highs
turnin’ slow
no flesh to
peel back softly
no more forgiveness
(kill you slow)
do you believe in hope?
do you believe in hostility?
obedient greed
tender affection being hopelessly bound
no naivety
filled with dull days
no more
broken shards to hold
and it feels so high
it feels so helpless
i was blinded
now i’m cold
it’s always aching
it’s why i love you
the joy of your fragile oppressive hope
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3. |
To Die Like Dazai
03:47
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scream
can’t you hear the people?
they laugh in their joy
shout
can’t you hear them talkin’?
they care for no one
violent freedom
bless the futile season
mirrors reflect the children
born without a reason
feign a prayer
to soothe away this feeling
how’d you get so numb
did you forget the real sun?
scream
can’t you hear the sirens?
they pierce through our heart
shout
can’t you hear them preaching?
they praise their own self
violent freedom
bless the futile season
mirrors reflect the children
born without a reason
feign a prayer
to soothe away this feeling
how’d i get so numb
did i forget the real sun?
hold me close
i may start to cry
drink the poison
from the insect’s eye
fill the streets
as people start to die
undo the truth
undo the truth
undo the truth you can’t see
violent freedom
bless the futile season
mirrors reflect the children
born without a reason
feign a prayer
to soothe away this feeling
how’d i get so numb
did i forget the real sun?
hold me close
i may start to cry
drink the poison
from the insect’s eye
fill the streets
as people start to die
hold me close
i may start to cry
drink the poison
from the insect’s eye
fill the streets
as people start to die
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4. |
Saint Joan of Arc
03:13
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soul
same heart
same heart
yet nowhere free
sewn
to be in light
please god, tell me
no more lies
live to be or let it bleed
live to know or let it go
trials of pain, an angel to flame, a reborn dove
help me mother, tear up the pieces
help me mother, tear up the pieces
help me mother, tear up the pieces
fuck you, blame me, think you’re right?
slow
the pills might be a bit too slow
as i try to escape this life
help me just lose control
as i try to make things right
feeling the weight of time
as i try just one last time
help me to break my binds
as i try to make things right
give me back my life
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5. |
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flowers in the water
silhouette spins further
drowned in weight again
floating down the hillside
ghosts will watch myself die
coma in my dreams
i’ll wait
i’ll wait under
i’ll wait under all my shadows
you thought you'd think
you've had enough
touched you, bruised you
fell apart
what’s the feeling of the fear
to let go of what you’ve learned?
all the blind will just lead you
to everything you know
somewhere i can be
waiting there for me
watch the flowers burn
somewhere i can be
waiting there for me
watch the flowers burn
somewhere i can be
waiting there for me
watch the flowers burn
slowly burn...
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6. |
God Nor A Doll
03:45
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(dead like life)
with the glow of people
how can i connect to all their warmth?
how kind it must feel
to understand their skin
is realer than yours
soliloquy of love, praxis of fear
into the flesh, you've sewn up warm
systēma love, god nor a doll
"how will you love yourself
more than all of they will?"
“do you trust their words?”
i'm alive
i'm alive
i'm alive
i'm alive
i'm alive
i'm alive
i'm alive
i'm alive
i'm alive
i'm a lie
(dead like life)
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7. |
Data Base Animal
01:53
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data animal
data animal
data animal
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8. |
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(show me love)
show me love in the safety of a home
(show me truth)
show me truth in just who i am
(black and white)
your black and white epiphany is drowned in disbelief
feel the sun open all my wounds
as it burns through you see the truth
no more lies can undo the times
of your futile cries see through you
all the joy of your happy songs
feel impassioned with colonial love
is the death of times all that odd
when you don’t care at all
i won’t live like you own my life
i will live life with my own pride
oh, all they do is blame you
for the ways you’ve been abused
oh, but they won’t ever change us
we won’t ever lose
feel the sun open all my wounds
as it burns through you see the truth
no more lies can undo the times
of your futile cries see through you
now i see all the light that bleeds
we can make this through, know the truth
i won’t live like you own my life
i will live life with my own pride
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Meishi Smile Los Angeles, California
ᴇᴍᴏᴛɪᴠᴇ ᴇʟᴇᴄᴛʀᴏɴɪᴄ ᴘʀᴏᴊᴇᴄᴛ
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